Dissociative Identity Disorder

I was born in Russia, abused by mother at as a young child until puberty. I was later raped and the father of my first child murdered the child. I have had an ongoing problem with masturbation having overcome drugs. I have been diagnosed with Multiple personality

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disorder or Dissociative identity disorder. DID is a mental disorder which I had characterized by three distinct identities or personality states (alters) that alternately would take control of myself.  Skyler, Shyaine, Nika were the names of the demons which would take control of me at their will. This was a
demonic oppression which manifested itself through dissociation.

Since I severed ties from unhealthy relationships and have gotten more in tune with the holy spirit, I contacted End Times Deliverance Ministry ( Dr. CK Quarterman) and they identified the roots of my hindrances in my walk with Christ. I was delivered from dissociation brought upon me from the abuse I endured as a child.

The Lord has recently revealed to me that it is not my responsibility to carry other people’s burdens, which has always been a major stumbling block for me. I as all humans have weaknesses, but I am trusting in Him to overcome them so I can be a beacon of light to those walking in darkness. I have been the complete antithesis of this, in more ways than one.

I can’t wait to see what is in store for me.

Note: DID is one of the most controversial psychiatric disorders with no clear consensus regarding its diagnosis or treatment, however I believe them to be demons and the above case shows such demons at work. Dissociative disorders including DID are attributed to demons that come in because of trauma.

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@ A year later I am doing well in being able to resist unwanted urges and sever ties with unhealthy individuals. I’ve also noticed that I am a lot calmer and being better able to keep my cool. a year ago that would not have been possible. I have always had struggles pertaining to anger, but through God’s work in my life I’m becoming a better person.

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